It was for a program to go back to Spain to teach English...not exactly what I want to do, but something I can do (and it comes with a visa so I could eventually move on), something I have experience doing (and not that they asked for any references, but I would have a ton of those). Yet it was a group interview. And I completely froze when trying to describe myself. I said I was having a panic attack and left the video call for a few minutes...
I *did* return to do my best, but it's pretty obvious that I'm not going to get it.
I feel so stuck and hopeless and like a failure. /whine
