you DON'T want to do.
Bff and I are both in similar positions to you. We need jobs but we're reluctant to go back to the fields we were in. Bff just confided in me earlier today that any time she considers a return to nursing in some form, she has "stress dreams" later that night, dreams where she's at a hospital trying to do some aspect of her job and failing...she then wakes up in a sweat, her heart racing. I'm not *quite* as vehemently opposed to going back to manufacturing but I get a feeling of unease whenever I see video of factory workers, and I too have had dreams where I'm hired for a job and they just toss me on a line without explaining what I need to do.
I really wish I had some good advice for you...I don't (((hugs)))
