I think I'm all over the place posting, even - one post, I'm talking about trying to find jobs in Canada or the UK, then in the next I'm wondering how could I effectively stay and fight?
I do feel like I need an exit strategy. I need something more concrete than just something I do when the sleep meds aren't working. I really have never felt like this before. Ever. I've never felt so unsafe in my own country. And I'm hugely resentful. I moved back home to Virginia, which I had wanted to do for 13 years. I got my dream job. And now I'm sitting here thinking "I have to have some sort of legitimate plan to escape."
